It bring tears to my eyes instantly, and makes me shiver, only thinking about the same procedure soon again, most likely even more intensive and longer, as I was promised. But really, I made my committment, I have to go a long way, I knew that from the beginning, and I will adhere to my decision. Oh, before I forget... my coach at GBS was thinking it would be a good idea getting in contact with you people who I am sharing all these experiences with. Guess what, I just got my own GBS email address! :-) It's micaela@girls-boarding-school.com. But please, be nice with me, ok? Again, all this is not easy for me. Well, when I was asked for this homework, I wasn't sure what exactly you guys want to read or probably already know. I hope I got the right information together for you here. Otherwise you will send me an email (again: NIIIICE ones please!! :-P). |
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P.S.: To Mr. Tom: Sir, I am still spending 30 minutes in a corner in my home every evening before I go to sleep, just as you told me to do, with my trousers down and thinking about my situation. Funny thing is that my flatmate moved out now, as she just does not seem to understand what I am doing. Ugh, that was embarrassing. But I anyway didn't like her very much, and really, I don't care. I am following your directions and I got the message! It all makes sense, it helps me a lot and I am looking forward to speak to you soon again. |